An Explanation

These posts are entries from my Moleskine Notebook, where my brain gets spilled a few times a day. I don't plan on posting every single entry, just things I feel like posting. These are uncensored, and very personal. There is a reason this blog is by invite only. Read at your own risk ;)

Friday, October 28, 2011

You Are My One.

Baby,
wouldn't it be easy to just lay here?
Together in this solace,
where the only vital signs we need
to follow are the breaths we take--
in this winter air,
I'll follow your foggy sigh to the darkest place
on earth,
If I could just have you.

& Baby,
You're perfect in every way I couldn't imagine,
with eyes like a sunrise I've dreamed of for years,
Your smile quite simply erased my fears,
& you are all I need in this cool winter breeze.

Your arms warm my heart with the feeling of belonging,
To you my dear, I'll be singing softly--
A love that we didn't expect,
has burst through our lips & straight into our chests,
Two unlikely hearts beating as one, because baby,

You are my one.

& Don't let my words go to waste,
We're falling faster every day,
with your hands holding mine,
I'll be yours 'till the end of time.

& Don't make our song a secret,
we're the love story no-one's heard yet,
A perfect scene within a dream,
The world is aching to hear us sing.

You are my one and only,
oh--my one and only,
You are my one and only,

You are my one.

& Don't let my words go to waste,
Bring me a kiss so I won't forget the taste,
of your sweet lips loving mine,
I'll be yours 'till the end of time.

& Don't make our song a secret,
We're the words that no-one's sung yet,
The world is spinning all too fast,
Let's just make this moment last.

You are my one and only,
oh--my one and only,
You are my one and only,
You are my one. (x2, etc.)

Oh darling, you are my one.



-Samantha Weldon
Attempt at song-writing :P

Monday, October 17, 2011

"It's just a life, we'll Dance & Dance"`

10-17-11 11:14am

I'm not crazy,
although my heart goes a little wild at
the sound of your laugh,
the light in your eyes is the
kind of sunset that I first
saw with you,
mixed with the small gleam of
Andromeda,
when your mind is far above
my two feet
on this Earth,
where we always meet.

All the while, I waltz about empty streets &
my limbs sing lithe lyrics
of the way my life has
changed,
& how lucky I am that you
love(d) me.

I'm constantly on pointe around you,
taking steps in relevea,
inch by inch to make sure my
words don't overstep any boundaries,
& so even though I'm on my toes,
I might still be beautiful to you.

I may risk a pas-de-chat,
& I saute past my feelings
of apprehension,
I chase back into your arms,
& there my mind does its full extensions.

You dance with me in a way that is
carefree,
a perfect waltz,
full of such levity.

We smile,
bow out gracefully,
& happily say, "Thank you for having me."

A kiss goodbye,
& a touch farewell,
& as I walk away my heart begins
to swell--

I break out into a dance all my own,
Your ballerina,
happily dancing alone.

She leaps & spins,
& loves herself,
because out of all who could've loved her,
it was you, & nobody else.

Truly.

Samantha Weldon 11:37am

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

"Fire, burning on desire"`

10-12-11 11:25am

Funny how what starts as a
goodnight kiss
turns out to be the ultimate bliss.
As my heart skips multiple beats,
your lips steady me,
& set it to the tempo of the
metronome within your chest,
steadily increasing with my hands
caressing your skin beneath my
fingertips, like you are my own
personal piano to perform
Moonlight sonatas & enchanting
lullabies sung by my tongue
between your lips,
finding the rhythm between
our hips,
& our voices start piano on our lips,
until all I want to hear
is the sheer crescendo of my pleasing you,
my dear.

& As the space closes between you and me,
in our veins there burns a melody,
one that only you & I can sing,
in a language that is all our own--
composed of bitten lips, heavy sighs,
& fiery moans.

The composure of our connection
makes the sound of pure pleasure,
& if there were a symphony to do
it justice,
it would be our hands conducting
the chorus.

Our music melts together to create
the perfect moment,
the climax of our song making the
music of the night that everyone
desires,
the burning of our own feeding a
fire within our hearts--
Passion.

The heat of our hearts
burns through our chests even
as the embers fade to the
everglow within our minds,
& sparks fly forth from
saturated pharomones
that burn at the real goodnight kiss,
& set us free from the worries
of the world to drift into
the most harmonious sleep we've
ever experienced,
our dreaming minds providing the
continuity of our symphony,
then simply ending with the sweetest
"Good Morning."

Samantha Weldon 11:56am

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

"All my loving, I will send to you"

10-3-11 11:15am

It's a sad thing
when all I want is to make you
smile.
because I know you're having a
hard time.
My heart is breaking as yours is aching
from the stress upon your shoulders--
all I want is to alleviate your pain,
to be the rainbow after the rain.

The storms inside your mind are raging--
each new responsibility resounding like
thunder in your ears--
So loud that you can't hear me saying,
"I'm here, baby."

As I'm sinking into the feeling that I
was just your something that never meant
anything,
my eyes still long to see yours,
smiling back at me.

I want to be the one thing that means everything,
& be everything you could ever need.
Let me be the vent for your mystery.
Virgo & Pisces.
You & me.

My devotion to you is written in the stars,
& yours to me.
The constellations spell out our story as one
that will make others evergreen with envy.

But again I feel as your light fades,
so does my vision.
And this time its not just those
dreamy, saturated street lamps of downtown
beneath which I became so infatuated.
The light that's fading seems to be the
stars in your eyes that fill my night
skies, & to me,
that's the most precious light I've ever seen.

My eyes are blurred because of your lack of clarity,
& seeing this way fills me with the unwanted
fear that you will leave.

Take your time & ease your mind,
in time your heart will find mine--
two steps behind & missing you,
but knowing when you turn around
I'll be kissing you.

Samantha Weldon 11:33am