An Explanation

These posts are entries from my Moleskine Notebook, where my brain gets spilled a few times a day. I don't plan on posting every single entry, just things I feel like posting. These are uncensored, and very personal. There is a reason this blog is by invite only. Read at your own risk ;)

Monday, September 26, 2011

"Please make this last"

11:57am 26-9-11

I've faced the fact that nobody will ever
make me feel the way you did.

Now I'm asking him to take me anywhere
but where I was with you.
A new place,
an escape from the love we shared
during our two-point-five weeks together.

"Secret love, my escape, take me far, far away"

He's wonderful.
His smile makes my stomach flip,
& I get lost in his eyes.

He makes it effortless to be comfortable.
I can be as crazy & stupid as
I want,
& he still says I am beautiful.

We are a memory I can't spend
too much time thinking about,
& I shouldn't.
Because I can see that you don't
really care.

You didn't feel like we were worth
fighting for.

We could've been everything.
But now, I'm on my way to
finding a better everything.

A better "one" for me.

You are history.
Misplaced misery,
& unforgettable.

We are infinite.
The greatest & most tragic love story.

Samantha Weldon 12:07pm

To Jared, with my heart.

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